2005-12-19 - 11:21
It's not worth it anymore. First I go there, then I come here. Its pointless to live in pain and fear. I'm being sifted as a shaft of wheat. I'm torn between the light and dark where others see their targets divine symetry. I can't function in the wotkplace because of my mouth. I can't function in the classroom because of my mouth. I can't function in the world because of my depression. I just wasn't made for these times. Nobody loves you until you're six foot undergound. Perhaps its where I belong before I wear out my welcome. Just like every Christmas this Century, "Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence"
